i just heard the news. i feel sad that he never knew peace and true love. i also feel angry that he was such a terrible person and he got what he deserved. the past couple weeks ive been hitting the derek webb music a lot, and its made me reflect on my beliefs and reconsider how i feel about "just war". i still dont know what's right all the time, but i can at least explain how i feel. i want to love this enemy of mine, but i also think God is just and that He uses us to carry out His punishments when need be. But how do we know if it really is a work of Jehovah or just a selfish ambition of ourselves? I feel selfish, because im glad that "justice" was served today, but i feel sad too. i wonder why God would create someone like this in His own image, just so he could mature into a man so possessed with evil that you would think he was Satan himself. I wish I had all the answers. | 
